http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summaryThu, 31 Mar 2005 18:27:47 +0000http://aping.acidblog.netApink a.k.a. Bubbzy15http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/115383312286665585Tue, 25 Jul 2006 12:03:00 +00002006-07-25T15:22:52.395+02:00the story took place at work today... somewhere in the morning. a call came through. i picked it up with my best "greeting voice" (as i call it... baca: merdu, serek2 becek... hehehe). the voice on the other end was male, obviously austrian, somewhere in mid 30's, i'd guess. he introduced himself as one of the agents at a travel agency, didn't catch the agency's name, but who cares. obviously http://aping.acidblog.net/2006/07/un-intelligent-side-of-austrians.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/115294880292599246Sat, 15 Jul 2006 07:30:00 +00002006-07-15T09:33:22.933+02:00i'm not saying i'm having second thoughts how could i ever possibly be having second thoughts but... there's just this little voice in my head saying that something's not quite going right dunno maybe i'm just going crazy i love you -rvhttp://aping.acidblog.net/2006/07/i-love-you-but.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/115114867388285553Sat, 24 Jun 2006 11:30:00 +00002006-06-24T13:31:13.936+02:00cell phone fvcked wash maschine fvcked dvd player fvcked ... waiting for the pc to blow itself up -rvhttp://aping.acidblog.net/2006/06/great.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/114625648263640397Fri, 28 Apr 2006 20:28:00 +00002006-04-28T22:34:42.646+02:00“Love“: the four-letter-word that is often misunderstood. Some people overestimate it and even more underestimate it. The word seems meaningless, just like any other words. But when used and applied properly, this word can set the whole world into a motion. Every single being on this earth has been touched by love. Not many are aware of it, but when love comes knocking at one’s door http://aping.acidblog.net/2006/04/that-four-letter-word.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/114167834610337891Mon, 06 Mar 2006 20:43:00 +00002006-03-06T21:52:26.140+01:00time shows 21:43 been sitting in front of the tv with the laptop on my lap staring blankly ahead tv programm: some kind of crime show blah blah yadda yadda so much to tell so much to write dunno where to begin dunno what to type dun even know what to say somewhere between euphoria and depressed is there such a thing? nah, im just making it up it's cold no it's warm oh it's cold again maybe ihttp://aping.acidblog.net/2006/03/blank.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/114113347659626455Tue, 28 Feb 2006 12:45:00 +00002006-02-28T14:31:16.636+01:00racism is just another way of saying "judging a book by its cover". living in austria, where the majority population is europeans, i have become a victim of racism myself, although not as often and not treated as discriminately as the africans are. i have hated the word and the act of racism for as long as i can remember. although i'm not denying that there have been times where i couldn't helphttp://aping.acidblog.net/2006/02/stereotype-and-racism.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/114079113856550169Fri, 24 Feb 2006 13:55:00 +00002006-02-24T15:26:37.646+01:00well... here i am... surprisingly whole and alive. you would say "surprisingly" too, if u'd known what i've been through. three months of non-stop emotion turmoil. I do understand the concept of, you know, the whole "it's a big ferris wheel, once u're up and once u're down" thing. but i've just never been on a ferris wheel that goes full speed! so i guess it's excusable to say that i had to http://aping.acidblog.net/2006/02/back-in-business.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/113731427892922149Sun, 15 Jan 2006 08:37:00 +00002006-01-15T09:37:58.950+01:00simply hurts, there's no other way to describe it -rvhttp://aping.acidblog.net/2006/01/simply-hurts-theres-no-other-way-to.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/113629872412789995Tue, 03 Jan 2006 14:28:00 +00002006-01-03T15:49:01.333+01:00He: Hurts me most of the time during the 4 years we were together Lies to me Doesn’t care about anyone’s feelings but his own Thinks it’s normal to date his ex’s best friend Tells everyone about her being his new girlfriend She: Lies to me Doesn’t open up to me Doesn’t do the things she said she would do Cancels our plans to celebrate new year together, Tells me she’s staying at http://aping.acidblog.net/2006/01/double-betrayal.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/113620894160672560Mon, 02 Jan 2006 11:33:00 +00002006-01-02T14:35:41.643+01:00New year has come Celebrated good Although not exactly as I had planned it The big plan was Get drunk ‘till I can’t get drunk no more with my best friend The outcome? Quiet celebration with a couple of friends at home (Foday too, though he came late due to a car breakdown) Two bottles of champagne and a bottle of wine Endless rounds of card games And yes, the good delicious foodhttp://aping.acidblog.net/2006/01/new-years-resolutions-nah-not-really.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/113577190233652406Wed, 28 Dec 2005 12:11:00 +00002005-12-28T14:24:42.960+01:003 more days to new year and my situation hasnt improved has possibly even worsened i've lost a bestfriend, a brother, someone i would trust my life with i may be losing another friend and i may also be losing a potential someone which means... ive lost everything -rvhttp://aping.acidblog.net/2005/12/bye-bye-2005.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/113416817149611122Fri, 09 Dec 2005 22:24:00 +00002005-12-09T23:42:51.556+01:00Ave Maria Maiden mild O listen to a maiden's prayer For thou canst hear amid the wild 'Tis thou, 'this thou canst save amid despair We slumber safely 'till the morrow Though we've by man outcast reviled O maiden, see a maiden's sorrow O mother, hear a suppliant child Ave Maria The murky cavern air's so heavy Shall breathe of balm if thou hast smiled O maiden, hear a maiden http://aping.acidblog.net/2005/12/ave-maria.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/113386649063842634Tue, 06 Dec 2005 10:49:00 +00002005-12-06T11:54:50.646+01:00but it's okay i'm tough i might have broken down last night but u see me standing straight today don't ever expect me to ever talk to you again i DO NOT care if other people think you're great i think you're just a useless lying and manipulating son of a b!tch you've lied to and i've found out all about it i just never brought it up to you out of respect for my mom cuz she thinks you're a friendhttp://aping.acidblog.net/2005/12/sakit-hati.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/113313059459733454Sun, 27 Nov 2005 22:22:00 +00002005-11-27T23:29:54.613+01:00Monday, 21.11.2005 You failed this day... Tuesday, 22.11.2005 Were you just trying to make it up? It’s unusual of you to call twice. Did I hear a hint of disappointment that I didn’t call last night? You didn’t exactly make my day, but you helped make it better than what it would have been. Wednesday, 23.11.2005 Wow… you made quite an impression tonight. Thursday, http://aping.acidblog.net/2005/11/one-week-of-you.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzyhttp://www.blogger.com/feeds/2281135/posts/summary/113234597703442970Fri, 18 Nov 2005 20:31:00 +00002005-11-18T21:39:10.873+01:00THINGS JUST MAKE ME WANNA SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -rv http://aping.acidblog.net/2005/11/things-just-make-me-wanna-scream-rv.htmlApink a.k.a. Bubbzy