All About Insanity, Stupidity and Tequilla

Montag, März 06, 2006

Blank....

time shows 21:43
been sitting in front of the tv
with the laptop on my lap
staring blankly ahead

tv programm: some kind of crime show
blah blah
yadda yadda

so much to tell
so much to write
dunno where to begin
dunno what to type
dun even know what to say

somewhere between euphoria
and depressed
is there such a thing?
nah, im just making it up

it's cold
no
it's warm
oh
it's cold again
maybe i should close the window
maybe i should turn up the heater
when's the winter gonna come to an end?
and when's summer coming?

what's gonna happen tonight, i wonder
want to talk
but dun even want to open my mouth

want to go over to get some warmth
where?
i dunno
his arms?
maybe
maybe not
maybe i'll just snuggle up under a blanket

what's the matter?
"what's should be the matter?"
i dunno u tell me
dun look at me like that
i dun like it
dun even be here if u dun want to be here

come, little brain
think...
gimme some words
some beautiful words to write

no, the cells aren't participating
they're doing their own thing
hey, little cells
what are u doing??
"nothing"

ah, nevermind
it's monday anyway...
it's not friday
well, do i feel better on fridays??
no, not really

good bye
good night
good fight

-rv

posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy at 9:43:00 PM |


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