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Dienstag, September 27, 2005

A Big Pile of Sh!t

when you come home from work later than 8 pm everyday
all the energy is spent and wasted
you're simply in no mood to do anything else
let alone doing the house-hold chores
forget it!

ah, of course..
there's the weekend
but not when you're caught up to your ears
trying to fulfill your already made promises to friends or family

my apartment has been "abandoned" for the past month
the dishes are piling up
the laundry
my fridge is completely empty
(well, that was a lie... there are of course the bottles of vodka, bailey's and of course tequilla)
there's nothing edible in my kitchen except for the instant noodles
which im trying so much to avoid
plus, the renovation next door...
it's really helping the dust to settle itself everywhere, in my hall
and let's not forget the little stuff like
dvd-less dvd covers
nail-colors
scribbled papers (dont ask me what i wrote on them... i dont even know)
empty packages of triple-A batteries
cables
all scattered innocently on the floor

this isnt healthy....
but hey...
i wanted to live on my own
and i wanted to stand on my own two feet
im not regreting it...
it's just...
on days like this...
i really miss my mom....

-rv

posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy at 11:02:00 PM |


Montag, September 19, 2005

Trainspotting

"So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person, but that's going to change, I'm going to change. This is the last of this sort thing. I'm cleaning up and moving on, going straight and choosing life. I'm looking forward to it already.

I'm going to be just like you: the job, the family, the fvcking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgages, started house, leisurewear, luggage, three-piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at gold, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, cleaning the gutters, getting by, looking ahead to the day you die"

-rv

posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy at 10:08:00 AM |


Dienstag, September 06, 2005

"Rev, wait..."
"what?"
"I Love You"

-rv

posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy at 6:17:00 PM |


Freitag, September 02, 2005

Feel like writing something mellow :D

if i cant have you for-ever
can i have you just for one night?
all for me
for my own
but then will it be enough?
will i be satisfied?
or will i crave for more?

when i look into your eyes
i see the desire
i see the passion
exactly the same as it is in mine
but we both know it wont happen
it cant happen

i dont know if i love you
but i cant get you out of my head
sometimes i wish
that fate has gone the other way
but when i think about it
i wouldnt even meet you on that other way
cuz not ever being able to have you and hold you in a life-time
is far much better than not knowing you for all eternity

-rv

posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy at 11:02:00 AM |


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