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Montag, November 22, 2004

Thought of The Week

Everything comes and goes, this, we all know. What we probably don’t know yet is that everything happens for a reason. Not everybody believes this, though. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don’t. But when I sit down and give some minutes to ponder about it, it makes the perfect sense in the world.

I would not have gotten to where I am, had I not done the things I’ve done. If you just glance through this sentence, it will mean nothing to you. It won’t even make any sense. But then if you’d just sit and think about it for a while, you’ll see that this sentence isn’t a non-sense at all. I felt so lonely last night and just sat in my living room and wrote this sentence down and I spent half the night just staring at it and everything simply jumped out on me.

All I’ve ever done in the past, the things that happened to me years ago, months, weeks, days, even hours before came back, flooding my thoughts. I laughed and cried last night more than I’ve ever had in my whole life. Not a single thing I regret, although at some point I did think that, had I done something differently, maybe it would have turned out differently as well, maybe even better. But you never know, these things happened to me for a reason. Some reasons I could comprehend, and some are too difficult for me to fathom, and I guess I’ll never know the answer.

I’m not the type who simply accepts what God or Fate gives me. But I do accept that there are some things that I cannot change. That’s why at times like these the Serenity Prayer is the most suitable for me. So I just kneel down and whisper to my Lord silently:

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
Courage to change the things I can
And wisdom to know the difference.

-rv

posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy at 11:39:56 AM |


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