All About Insanity, Stupidity and Tequilla
Donnerstag, November 04, 2004
Just A Story From The Heart
Dear you,
I have a confession to make. I haven't been very honest with you. But I've done that simply because I didn't want to hurt you or see you getting hurt. Besides I don't have the heart to tell you. And now I still don't know how to break it to you.
I love you. There's nothing in this world that I wouldn't give just to be with you. Nothing feels better than being with you and in your arms. You make me feel so safe and secure. How can something that feels so right be wrong? But it is wrong! I shouldn't love you! At least not until I've cleared everything out of this little black heart of mine.
Like I said, I don't want to hurt you. How can I ever hurt you? After all you've done for me. After all the things that we've gone through, together, side by side, all the laughter, the pain, the ups and the downs. I never want to lose you but I know I can't have you either. You said it yourself. Too many times have u reminded me that we cannot be, that we're just wasting our time. I didn't want to believe that, I wanted to believe that love conquers all - even the hardest, firmest rock that's planted deep into the earth. But now that I'm beginning to see the logic, how can I make you do the same, without having to slash your tender heart out? I love you.
Yes, I love you. But where are you? I can't help but think that you've changed, that somehow you've distanced yourself from me. Please, I don't want to feel so used and I don't want to feel insecure either. I'm just an ordinary girl with nothing to offer you but my heart. And I beg you to take it with both of your hands and take good care of it. 'Cuz if you break it, you'll leave me with no heart at all, and how should I live without it?
I love you. I don't want to lose you. Don't hurt me. I don't want to hurt you. God, I need You to wipe these tears away...
"It's just a story, friends. A story which isn't meant to be understood - at least not for those who don't understand me well enough, which will be NO ONE - just read it and enjoy it."
-rv-
posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy
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