All About Insanity, Stupidity and Tequilla
Montag, November 08, 2004
Another Story Which Doesn't Have A Title Yet
She may look like the happiest person on earth. She may have a big grin spread over her face everytime you see her. She may be laughing out loud most of the time and seem not to care about anything. She may look like a perfectly content girl who has everything going her way in life.
But if you'd just take a second, just a split second, to really look deep into her eyes, you'll see that she's not that happy after all.
She's a girl who pretends to be happy, who actually struggles with her live, struggles to just keep alive and to keep breathing and to keep walking. Here's a true fact about her, a fact that nobody knows: she's lonely. Sure she's got friends, loads of them. She's met lots of people who have smiled warmly at her, but she's never found anyone, not one, who'd truly smile from their hearts. The few that have in fact really truly loved her have hurt her and they didn't stay.
Too many times has she been left alone. Too many times has she wept with no one beside her to wipe the tears off of her face. She's tried so hard to make things work, all the time, but her efforts were never enough. They always want more. Nothing is good enough for them. She's tried so hard to please everybody, but everybody is simply insatiable and nothing ever suffice.
Can you hear her? Calling out from the darkness underneath the blankets of fake happiness and laughters. Open up the ears of your heart and look closely; is she really the happiest girl on earth?
-rv-
posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy
at 9:41:41 PM |
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