All About Insanity, Stupidity and Tequilla

Samstag, Juni 12, 2004

My Last One

- Sorry, folks.... But I just need to pour it all out, otherwise I'd go nuts. I promise this is the last posting whining about my miserable relationship... P R O M I S E -

I was once told that the person you love most will be the person who hurts u most. I didn't believe any word of it until now. Not only I believe it now, I also understand what it means. I just didn't expect it would happen to me. And when something unexpected happens, the impact it has upon you affects you greatly, both in beautiful and terrible ways.

I believe in Kharma; that whatever you do, good or bad, it will come back to you; that what goes around comes around. And I just cannot think of any memory of my past where I've hurt a person this much. Point in fact, I haven't hurt anyone this much before. So,why is this happening to me?

Well, whatever. It's not my problem now anyway. Not since Wednesday... Now, remember what I wrote on your last birthday card? I wrote that I love you with all my heart and that "Nobody else in this world, in this life or the next, can ever love you the way I do." .... And you don't even remember my birthday after all these years...

To think I've wasted my energy and my time on a person who falls stupidly for another person who doesn't even appreciate his existence... Funny how it all works, doesn't it? But after all this, I'm sure I will be the person who'll have the last laugh... And when that time comes, I will laugh as hard as God allows me to!

-rv-

posted by Apink a.k.a. Bubbzy at 4:14:30 PM |